thinking about what constitutes success: for me I'll know what I am doing is working if I'm happy and free from being crazy. In those terms my life is pretty much going great. I'm feeling the happiest and most carefree I've felt in years or possibly ever.
My boyfriend is sweet, intelligent, adventurous, available, and doesn't try to change me. Also I love him with no effort at all. My family is supportive and kind and they seem to be getting on okay
with the things they love, and I'm happy I can and have always been able
to call them whenever I want. My body is fit in the right places and bulbous in the rights places; it is strong and gets me to and from the right places, and it doesn't get sick nearly ever. I think I picked a silly major, and even though it makes me feel dumb all the time, I call it keeping me humble and feel grateful for so many things I don't have to try very hard to be good at. I also feel pretty good about my odds of doing something for the rest of my life that suits me - intellectually and creatively stimulates me, helps others. I have plenty of time to read, bike, go to yoga, learn. I feel surrounded by friends of many different ages, who know me as I am and still like me and want to do things with me. Isn't it interesting I thought I was so introverted? I have the people/alone balance going the right way, finally. My new house is clean and spacious, my new roommate is interesting and kind and inspires me to play music and read books. I don't know if life can always be this good, but more than one person older than me says I'm on the right track. Oh and I get to see my mom tomorrow <3 <3
So I have a lot of love to share right now.
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