I was on a weed farm with TS and CD, though we didn't seem to be working. I had ordered food hours before, reluctantly, because someone said I would be extremely hungry. I bought a cheeseburger and sweet potato fries from a festival vendor and now it had just been sitting out for hours. It was a beautiful outdoors place, kind of like Eco Farm. T introduced herself to me and I was like - we've met already! She apologized and told me this job is just inherently lonely and boring. We go inside the house, all three of us, to play hide and seek. It's big and air-conditioned, a regular McMansion such as all my friends had in Burlington. I think there is background music (probably because I've been thinking about the indicative importance of background music in Twin Peaks) but it turns out to be my phone. What is this... Avi is calling? The guy who previously lived in my room. Appropriate, because he left me this bed and the dreamcatcher. I remember now that instead of working on the farm I was packing my things to go somewhere and had also arrived at that place during the dream without many things I'd forgotten. Things I owned & forgot kept surfacing in my mind and I felt relief when I woke up that I still owned them. In the dream I was super sad about learning to live without them.
Before this: I was at an outdoor restroom of some kind, with metal commode and sink like at a park. It was under a cover and faced the woods. I pulled down my pants and had a huge amount of diarrhea and there was some more (a lot more) already in my pants. It went everywhere (no smell) and I had to clean it with cheap toiled paper and water from a sink with a button that sprays for like three seconds. When I was finally clean, thank God, a young man with landscape equipment came out of the woods and made polite conversation. I wondered how he knew when I was done and if he was watching me.
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